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    6/14/2005

    一个人走来,对我点点头,你还好吗,我问:“你是谁啊,你知道我在哪吗。”那个人消失了,我看到了一把刀,切水果的刀,我想拿起它,但我知道只要我此刻碰到它,它会切到我的,我会流血的,鲜红的鲜血滴在娇嫩的百合花上,会是一件很残忍的事的,所以我放弃了,我不拿了,发抖的手放在桌子上寻求一点不抖的安慰,但没用,还是在抖,沉重的头重重的压下去,不抖了,却痛了,抖也罢,痛也罢,我不想再动了,就这样呆呆的,傻傻的望着这个空白的世界,我没有了思想,没有了意识,有的只是一片沉重地带点痛的空白。

    一个笑容唤醒了我,我也跟着想笑了,但脸上的神经动了动,怎么也动不出笑的样子,我摇摇头,放弃了,我知道主导神经的心走了,不知道跑哪去了,我要出去找它了,我木纳的想走出这面囚着我肉体的墙,我知道我的心在墙外,我要去找回我的心,但无论我怎么走,怎么转,我还是走不出这个墙,结结实实的四面墙找不到一个出口,真的很值得怀疑,我的心是怎么出去的,我无力的瘫倒在墙内,我什么也不想了,慢慢地步入了另一个世界……

    朦胧中,感觉身边有很多似有似无的东西在飘荡,围绕着我飘荡,时而扰过来,时而散开去,我无力的动了动一下眼皮,眼前白茫茫一片,我无力的用手撑着半坐起来,我这是在哪,在哪呢,我左右顾盼,我眼力所及的就是眼前那如烟如云的雾,我醒了,彻底的醒了,我站起身,慌乱的跑着,我要离开这里,但无论我怎么跑,我都跑不出这片云雾……我用力一甩,长长的水袖飘了起来了,云雾散开了,露出了一片小小的透明,我低头望着身上这副不知从哪来的奇装,看着长长的水袖,我不由自主的舞起来了,跳着、跃着、甩着、飞着、绕着、转着、扭着……,渐渐地,渐渐的,云雾散开了,渐渐散开了,我累了,瘫下去了,瘫着水袖上的我,看到了,这间空洞的屋子,有一个沙发,浅黄色的,我跌跌撞撞的爬起来,比柠檬黄浅一点的黄色,我慢慢的起来,想走过去。隐约中有一个哭声,一个小孩的哭声,刚出生的婴儿的哭声,传了过来,我努力搜寻着,渐散的迷雾中,我望着那张离我很远的沙发,有一个一丝不挂的小孩子在不停的哭,那双黑白分明的眼睛在搜寻着,我倒退一步,他看到了我,向我伸出了一双稚嫩的手,哦,可怜的孩子,多么可爱的一个孩子,我走上前,跑着上前,想抱着他,抱着这个小小的孩子,眼看我即将抱住这个可爱的小天使的时候,沙发自动向后移走了,无论我再怎么加紧步伐,我还是够不着那个可怜的孩子,那个小孩挣扎着,伸出的双手向我乱舞着,拼命的哭着,好像在叫着:“妈妈,救我、救我……”上帝啊,主啊,我该怎么办,我心碎了,那一声声断断续续的哭声让我彻底心碎了,我也哭了,心抽得紧紧的,泪止不住的往下流,我拼命的追赶着那个移动的沙发,努力地想抱着那个孩子,那个我的孩子,哭着、喊着、头发散了、脚步乱了、终于我倒下了、沙发和孩子不见了,挂满泪水的脸夹着呐呐的喊声:孩子、我的孩子、还我的孩子……

    阳光依旧照着这个方型屋,光线透进墙内,那张苍白的挂满泪水的脸依旧沉睡着,蓝天下有一双小小的蓝翅膀带着一颗支离破碎的心在飞翔。

     

     

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